Letting Go & Holding On

In life, there will always be those moments when you have to let go and there are just those moments when you got to hold on.

Today, I woke up early. I had an early breakfast with my loves. You see, I have been through quite a lot of tough times. Betrayal -- I had my fair share so yeah, you could say I have grown wiser by keeping only a few close friends. I was really looking forward to spending some quality time with Mav & Pau.

Breakfast went well. The pancakes satisfied my cravings. The three of us talked about the fun and funny stuffs that transpired in our lives. Seeing them & reconnecting with them felt like as if the 4 months that we didnt see each other weren't a reality at all. Bonding with Mav & Pau was so natural that it felt like we were just with each other yesterday!

We didn't stay long together. I had lunch with my family while it's Pau's grandma's birthday so soon enough, the three of us had to part ways.

Realizations? I had a lot. In my life, I finally have learned to let go. Though I haven't perfected it, at least I'm not collecting clutters in my life. I have let go of the people who have hurt me, use me, taken me for granted, and betrayed me. I have let go of painful pasts and horrible circumstances... But despite these, I refuse to be branded as scarred. Because I know what and who to keep. I know what and who to value...


.. And DEFINITELY, Mav & Pau are two of those people I'm holding on to.

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