Dreams

When I was younger, Dad used to bring me to his work where I would stay all day, contented reading my book while watching him work. I would sit on his executive chair, share his table, be amused with his collection of highlighters and stationeries. Somehow a dream was formed in my head that someday, I, too could have those.

Years later, this is where I am. I got my own office. I got a title. I got my own chair, table, and gadgets. It still feels surreal.

It all started with a good example, then dreams were formed; I worked hard to be where I am and it paid off.

I am one blessed lady and I will forever be grateful for that. I have been through a lot of ups and downs as life's not smooth-sailing. But I never gave up. I cried, weeped, and lamented over frustrations. I prayed hard and fervently. And God heard.

Press on. Follow your dreams. Continue to set goals. ;)

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Impromptu Photoshoot

Life has passed me by so quickly. I treated it so seriously that I often remove fun out of my life. A few weeks back, my assistant and I needed to have our photos taken. With a clear white painted wall as our background, we decided to do the shoot in our office. From what was supposed to be a serious shoot turned a crazy one. We did it for like 15minutes and boy, the fun that it brought us. It was a good reminder that life passes us so quickly so we might as well enjoy it as it passes us by. :) Click!

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Updates

My Life in Pictures

I can't believe that I have almost given up on my dreams and my plans in life. So, that's how it feels to be literally down and out. For a time, I thought that I was where I should be and that was the end of it all. It was one of the toughest things that I went through. But now I know that God has better plans for me. 


I now enjoy a job which I never thought I'd be in. I made quite a lot of friends. I am meeting new people almost everyday and so far, it has been such a treat. I left  a great legacy at my previous job. I'm assured that I made true friends there. Then, there are my reliable best buds who have seen me cry and laugh through all that hoolabaloos.


I still say that God has been so gracious. At my lowest point, and I mean emotionally and even financially, God sent my friends and family to support me. Despite the lack, I never went empty. I still got opportunities to eat salmon and even the best mouth-watering steaks in town! 


God even made me witness Him answer prayers. I've been praying for my friend's visa to be approved and in like a few weeks, he was off to the States, where he was able to spend his birthday as he performs his work responsibilities. 


Then, I was reunited with a long forgotten hobby that I liked --- watching basketball games. Oh, nothing beats shouting from the top of your lungs, cheering for your team and yeah, cheering even more. hahah! You see, I have been so down that I never ever thought that it would even happen. 


I remain in a daze whenever I think of these things. It is just so amazing. When things around you isn't work out, never give up and JUST KEEP MOVING FORWARD. God has a lot of amazing things in store for you. Never ever doubt. This is definitely something that I will keep in mind all the days of my life.

Transitions and Changes

A lot of things already happened to me. I have accepted and quit, flown in and out, moved back and on. I wonder what is next. I am enjoying my life right now. It is not easy, it is hectic but nonetheless it is fulfilling. 


Just like any story, I already have reached the climax, thus I am on my denouement. Life is a bit slow. It is not how I expected things to be but then again, only one can expect so much right. 


I guess I need to learn how to enjoy every moment I'm in. Rushing or moving on too quickly would rob me of enjoying the present and actually finding out what's in store for me. It is funny how earlier I can't help but rant to myself and question the fact if I made the right decision. And now, here I am detesting every single negative thought that I had made.


It's also funny that my quiet time this morning was all about not neglecting the small deeds. Oh this is definitely one major rebuke for me. Haha. (yeah there is a smile on my face as I type these thoughts in). 


Alright, these are all but rant. I better get back to work. :)

Greater Things Are Yet To Come

My life has not been smooth sailing. In terms of my career, I have encountered drought and quite a lot of heart-breaking moments. Yet I kept telling myself never to grow bitter, never question God's will. I cried and went through these heartbreaking experiences. I felt low and not good enough. Nonetheless, I pressed on and continued for living, looking forward to what God has in store for me.


My time has come. This is something I am sure of. My dreams are almost at hand and I have to admit I am overwhelmed. I know that this is the time God has appointed for me. And this time I will soar like an eagle with my wing outstretched wide.


I finally landed a job that excites me and it will utilize my skills. I know this next chapter in my life won't be a walk in the park but I got nothing to fear. My backer is greater than my mind could ever comprehend. He knows way better than I do and I know He will see me all throughout my life's journey.


I am excited... and excited is not even enough to describe what I have to say. I know that greater things are yet to come and I believe this because it's now unfolding right before my very eyes. I got all that I need -- a loving family, a great career opportunity, encouraging relatives, supportive friends, exciting life, a loving God & Savior in Jesus Christ ... there's nothing else that I could ever ask for. This is the life!


-J

Faith

2 Cor 4:17-18 "For our present troubles are small & wont last very long. Yet they produce for us a glory that vastly outweighs them & will last forever! So we dont look at the troubles we can see now; rather we fix our gaze on things that cannot be seen"

When problems come our way, we often tend to spend so many times looking for ways on how to overcome the problems. Time after time, we fall into that pit where we find ways to wrestle with the prob, at the end, we feel exhausted, we take a pause and we realize that we're back to square one.

It's nice to be reminded that when trials or troubles come, we must not be overwhelmed by it. And instead of being driven crazy about these, we must allow these trials to drive us to Christ & not to depend on what we can do.

Although things may not be pleasant right now, we must always have that attitude to look beyond what we are going through right now so we may rise above and look forward to what is yet come. After all, as soon as this problem is over, we'll realize that another Christian character has been honed in us. Isn't that something we could all look forward to? Being strong and becoming the person that God wants us to be...


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Ending of a Dream

It has always been a dream for me to go to this paradise with my family and exactly 4 days ago, it happened. Four days of fun, eating a lot, spending peaceful slumbers, dipping at the pool & conquering the waves. It has been so surreal.

Sadly, dreams do come to an end. I woke up with a painful tug in my heart. It's like as if I don't want to wake up from this anymore.

Contemplating with all that has transpired, I can't help but agree that this has been a good dream after all... Imagine, it's rare nowadays that we get vacation from work all at the same time. It's not everyday that we get free accommodations at a posh hotel. It's not everyday that I wake up to a beautiful sight...where the fine white sands meet the sea. Where I could just walk anytime of the day & be carefree; where I could simply enjoy a drink or two with my brother. Oh, this is the life. As much as I hate for this dream to end, I have to let go and wake up from this.

Because I know that only from waking up from this present dream could I make and start dreaming of new ones...

I will forever cherish this good times. It is by far, one of the best dreams I've ever dreamt of so far.

Much love,
j
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Vacation

Yes, I'm back home. Hello, Boracay! I guess I really left my heart here. I can't seem to stop myself from coming back to this place.

This time there's a good reason why I'm here. My parents are celebrating their 30th wedding anniversary. Can you believe it? 30 years of being together. Wow!

Aside from that, it's their 1st time to be here. So, here you go... My plane photo with my brother. Oh, and to capture the moment, check out my mom & dad's boat pic. Haha! You see my mom is not a big fan of boats so this is quite momentous.

Anyway, I got a few more days to be here. I'm super duper looking forward to what is yet to come in the days to come.

For now, toodles. I'm spent.
G'night!
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Letting Go & Holding On

In life, there will always be those moments when you have to let go and there are just those moments when you got to hold on.

Today, I woke up early. I had an early breakfast with my loves. You see, I have been through quite a lot of tough times. Betrayal -- I had my fair share so yeah, you could say I have grown wiser by keeping only a few close friends. I was really looking forward to spending some quality time with Mav & Pau.

Breakfast went well. The pancakes satisfied my cravings. The three of us talked about the fun and funny stuffs that transpired in our lives. Seeing them & reconnecting with them felt like as if the 4 months that we didnt see each other weren't a reality at all. Bonding with Mav & Pau was so natural that it felt like we were just with each other yesterday!

We didn't stay long together. I had lunch with my family while it's Pau's grandma's birthday so soon enough, the three of us had to part ways.

Realizations? I had a lot. In my life, I finally have learned to let go. Though I haven't perfected it, at least I'm not collecting clutters in my life. I have let go of the people who have hurt me, use me, taken me for granted, and betrayed me. I have let go of painful pasts and horrible circumstances... But despite these, I refuse to be branded as scarred. Because I know what and who to keep. I know what and who to value...


.. And DEFINITELY, Mav & Pau are two of those people I'm holding on to.

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Silliness

22 April 2012

I feel old! haha! A decade ago, I was just like my niece, off to college, excited to find out what's in store for me. Fast forward -- now, my niece, Abi, is off to college and here I am giving her tips and unsolicited advices. Never have I imagined that being a "tita" is this fun. 


Well, I guess I am looking forward to what's in store for her. I am excited to share with her what to expect in college -- from subjects, homeworks, gimmicks to boy. Lol. 


Definitely I won't be the doting tita. (I know I'm not her mom.) But one thing is for sure, I will be there for her when the moment comes that she needs a friend or at least someone to just speak with... be it about serious realities of life or some sort of silliness... :)

Monday Surprise

Check out what I got this morning!!! Yup! Buco pie! Well, I just felt like sharing what started my day right. I know it's petty. I don't care. Point is this simple surprise made my heart grow fonder and I guess that's what matters the most to me. 


Hope everyone is having an awesome Monday!

Friday the 13th

My Newly Pierced Ear

So they say that Friday the 13th brings forth bad omen, bad vibes, and the rest is all but negative stuff. Hmm... I beg to differ.


My day started out just like the usual but it ended with something new.


Flashback
For weeks now, my friend and I have been considering the idea of getting our ears pierced. However, the thought of needles pricking our ears scared the wits out of us. So, we decided to delay it. I, for one, have been thinking of piercing my ears since I was in college. I wanted to have the one on my upper ear. I have always thought it to be cute. But coming from a conservative family, my dad didn't like the idea. I decided to obey because I didn't want to upset my parents. Besides, it was something that I could let go. 


When this opportunity came along, I decided to speak about the idea of getting a tattoo and ear piercing to my parents and shockingly, their stance about the whole tattooing and ear piercing changed. All they told me was that "nasa sa 'yo yun" (It's up to you). I honestly didn't expect to hear that. I actually braced myself for a firm "no". 


Fast Forward
Finally, Friday came. Mabs and I didn't even realize that it was the 13th. We headed to the mall right after work. I, nervous, anxious, and excited about it, took my time in walking to the mall. Mabs and I decided to drag Aine with us for our much-needed "moral support". 


So, we went there. There were no lines. Thus, we were entertained right away. I was close to chickening out. I had to force Mabs to go ahead. You see, the process of ear piercing itself was simple: point and shoot. The girl had this gun-tucker-looking appliance and she loaded it with our earrings. And just like that, she fired away and shot it on Mabs' ears. Mabs didn't flinch. She just kind of closed her eyes and then, that was it! Her ears were pierced.


Moment of Truth
I was having seconds thought about it. But I was like telling myself "conquer your fears."  So I blindly just went about it and told the lady that I'm gonna go for it. I kept laughing because that was my way of releasing my tension. My hands started to feel a bit clammy. I decided to hold on to Mabs' hands and as the lady pierced my left ear, I kept pinching Mabs. Next thing I knew, I got a new earring. I have to admit it wasn't painful but it kind of stings. (Think: when something bites you and it's a bit itchy and painful, it felt something like that.) When it was time for my other ear to be pierced, I held on to Aine until it was over. Yes, I did pinch her too.


Scary Experience?
All in all, I have to admit it was a bit scary experience because Mabs and I tortured ourselves by prolonging the agony of it. We could have gotten over it right away but instead we opted to postpone our ear piercing. 


Seriously though, if there's one thing that I'm proud of that came out from this experience -- it's the fact that I got to do something that I was scared of. I'm proud of that.


What now?

I believe in taking baby steps in everything. Now that I know I can handle ear piercing. This is what I'm aiming to do next. 


When will I do it? Hmm... it'll be SOON. I'm sure of that.

April in Blooms

Just last week, a bouquet of flowers was delivered to the office. Okay, I'm gonna spill. It wasn't exactly for me. But then again, seeing one, sort of receiving one excited me...excited us (that includes my colleague, Abi). We were giggling like high school girls just because someone sent those to someone else. We couldn't resist smelling it and looking at it. From a lethargic ambiance, the mood in the room was suddenly transformed to a jolly / perky one. Why is that? Just because of the bouquet. I guess it's true after all, flowers do add life to ones surroundings. Hmm... that's something I will never forget. Once I get my own home, I will definitely make room for fresh flowers. 

I have always been looking forward to lunch time. Not because it's eating time (I'm on a diet, FYI) but mainly because it's my time to breathe and bond with  my closest colleagues. 


Through all the lunches and crazy happenings that we've been through, Aine decided to draw our boo-boo's and turn it into a cartoon. We may not have  a camera to photograph those moments, at least now, we got comic strip versions of us to remember those hilarious moments that we spent together. 

What Do You Choose?

“I Choose Love..                                                                                                                  No occasion justifies hatred; no injustice warrants bitterness. I choose love. Today I will love God and what God loves. 


I Choose Joy… 
I will invite my God to be the God of circumstance. I will refuse the temptation to be cynical. I will refuse to see people as anything less than human beings, created by God. I will refuse to see any problem as anything less than an opportunity to see God. 


I Choose Peace… 
I will live forgiven. I will forgive so I may live. 


I Choose Patience… 
I will overlook the inconveniences of the world. Instead of cursing the one who takes my place, I’ll invite him to do so, Rather complain that the wait is to long, I will thank God for a moment to pray. Instead of clenching my fist at new assignments, I will face them with joy and courage. 


I Choose Kindness… 
I will be kind to the poor, for they are alone. Kind to the rich, for they are afraid. And kind to the unkind, for that is how God has treated me. 


I Choose Goodness… 
I will go without a dollar before I take a dishonest one. I will be overlooked before I will boast. I will confess before I accuse. I choose goodness.


I Choose Faithfulness…
Today I will keep my promises. My debtors will not regret their trust. My friends will not question my word. And my family will not question my love. 


I Choose Gentleness… 
Nothing is won by force. I choose to be gentle. If I raise my voice may it only be in praise. If I clench my fist, may it only be in prayer. If I make a demand, may it be only of myself. 


I Choose Self-Control… 
I refuse to let what will rot, rule the eternal. I choose self-control. I will be drunk only by joy. I will be impassioned only by my faith. I will be influenced only by God. I will be taught only by Christ. I choose self-control.


Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness, and Self-Control. To these I commit my day. If I succeed, I will give thanks. If I fail, I will seek His grace. And then when this day is done I will place my head on my pillow and rest.” 


- Max Lucado

Sing it

Ever found yourself at a loss for words? Well, I fall into this trap so many times before. But yesterday, I realized that aside from drawing and sign languages (or goofy faces), one may express one's emotions with music and lyrics. Thanks to my Portuguese friend who reminded of this. 

When words are few,

and sign language can't be done,

express yourself with a song.

And with that, let me share with you Michael Bublé's "You & I" 

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- j

Catch a Man Who Reads

The Philippines is not a “reading” nation. Books in this country are considered a luxury. Underpaid and poor, most people here would rather save money for other home essentials than spend on books.


But I want to tell you some things about people who read. It’s really about finding your Mr. Darcy—to date, marry, and grow old with.


Date a man who reads. Date a man who invests on books rather than on clothes, food and electronic gadgets. His may be a messy room—with tools, magazines and electronic gadgets scattered all over. But in the litter, you’ll find a “spice.” Books. Which would make you smile.


Guys who read books do not necessarily wear eyeglasses. They are neither nerds nor emos, nor are they introvert and antisocial creatures. They would hate you for sticking that stigma on them.


Date a man who reads. Social networking sites do not spoil his life. He can survive without Facebook,  Twitter, Tumblr, or e-mails, but not without a good read.
Date a man who reads. For he does know the value of poetry. Yes, science, engineering, math, law and medicine, they are great pursuits. But  the man who reads values love, life, true happiness—with passion.


Date a man who reads. A great place for him is a coffee shop, or anywhere cheap that he finds conducive to reading. He knows when you are upset, or happy, or guilty. He knows it because he is familiar with human emotions. You don’t need to give him a clue.


Date a man who reads because he will not take you to jampacked movie houses on premiere nights. He understands that a good movie is adapted from a great book. He knows that any movie adaptation is always inferior to its book original.


Date a man who reads. He knows that you’re going to give him a book for his birthday, for Christmas and for anniversaries, but still he will be so eager to see what’s inside the gift. For he is so in love with literature—and with those who love the things he loves. Reminisce your childhood with the lessons from Dr. Seuss, “The Little Prince,” and the mysterious “Charlotte’s Web.” He’ll admire you for being familiar with those great stories.


Date a man who reads. He knows what is true, and what is fiction. If it’s possible in novels, why not in real life? Talk to him about Sherlock Holmes, of the magic kingdom of Narnia, and the best series so far, Tolkien’s “Lord of the Rings.”


Date a man who reads. You’ll find him in a park, beneath a tree, with a newly acquired book whose pages could be white or yellow; or sitting by the bus window, relishing the yellow light, his perfect aphrodisiac for reading. He always welcomes a conversation with a stranger who likes to read Austen, Bronte, Woolf, Dickinson, and Niffenegger.


No, you will not find in his wallet a condom or a thick wad of money, or credit cards. Instead, you’ll find a list of books he wants to buy, and love letters and poems and quotes that he had earlier come across and that caught his interest. He does not put money in his wallet, unless he’s going to buy another book.


He knows when to make it with a girl. He doesn’t need to flirt. He has had enough flirtation in the books he had read. When he’s in love, he’s in love. He understands the concept of serendipity—and waiting. It takes time and patience to finish a Tolstoy novel.
He can spend the night with you, without sleep, and without sex, just talking endlessly about novels, and stories and poets and their lives. That Sylvia Plath committed suicide, Robert Frost took the road less traveled, Margaret Atwood knows the variation of sleep and love, and that John Keats’ last request was to place a “Here lies one whose name was writ in water” in his tombstone.


Date a man who reads. He does not judge a book by its cover. Or will he judge you by your appearance. He knows you have interesting stories “within” you, and he will listen to them, and fall in love with them. He knows how to make you smile. He’ll just read a good line, and you’ll know you’re inspired. He shares everything: the stories that break, and the ones that stink. Aside from reading, he gives you ample time—to eat, to pray, and to love. He accepts the fact that you need to find and discern yourself, sometimes.


Marry a man who reads. Make love to him as the two of you make new stories together. You’re guaranteed that your children will not have a boring childhood, that he’ll be there to tell bedtime stories because he believes (still) in fantasy even though he’s not a child anymore and he’ll play out the characters in children’s books.


He appreciates comedy and satire. His most precious belongings are his books and your family, which are to him a big story and a big event in his life. Although it is not quantifiable, he trusts the word “forever.”


Grow old with a man who reads. He knows that the worlds he has read in books will sometimes be more colorful and livelier than the world you two will actually live in. But he will not leave you. People die. Children come and go. But the memories and stories will be with you. Forever.


By the way, he believes in women’s lib, because he accepts that women are good readers, and writers too.


- Carlo Hernandez Andrion; http://opinion.inquirer.net

All is Well

Health Matters

This year is about living a healthy lifestyle so I've been working out and reading a lot of stuff to help me in my cause. Thought of sharing to you what I've learned:

1. SING FOR BETTER HEALTH
Yeah, for a videoke enthusiast like me, this is so good news! This is "the perfect excuse" to sing more. According to a board certified music therapist in NYC, studies linked singing with lower heart rate, decreased blood pressure & reduced stress. It also seems to block a lot of the neural pathways that pain travels through. Aren't those reasons to make everyone sing? You definitely gotta try singing out regardless if you're in tune or not, just sing away for a healthier you.

2. BEAUTY OF GREEN TEA
I'm an avid fan of green tea. Digestion becomes so much efficient when one drinks tea. Anyway, to be more scientific about this, green tea contains extremely high antioxidants which protects the body from free radicals which is a major factor in premature aging! So, if you want to age right away, heed this note and go about life. But if I were you, I'd drink a cup of green tea and age gracefully. ;)

So far, that's it. I'll add more soon.

-j
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Back to Reality

Last week was really hectic - my cousin's wedding, Tagaytay trip, and then my birthday. I had little time with so much to do so I opted to take a Friday & Monday leave.

Yesterday, I went back to reality - to a boss who's not too happy I extended my leave up to a Monday, to a 3-day workshop I badly needed to comply with, and just tons of work.

I'm glad it wasn't too horrible. I woke up with a fresh start. I woke up to a sweet Valentine greeting from my special someone. Traffic wasn't as horrible as I predicted it to be. Arrived at work early. Welcomed by my colleagues at work. Best of all, I got a birthday song, perky Valentine's greeting, and a hug from my admin manager.

She's perceived to be notorious and sarcastic. Others don't like her at all but I'm glad to be in her good graces. It was sweet that she actually stood when she found out I was back to work, but to actually go out of her office, sing, greet, and hug me was something more than I could ask for!

I know it's petty but aint the petty stuff that makes up life's little bundles of joy? Cheers!

Xoxo
-J
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Nao desista mim

"Nao desista mim" means "don't give up" in Portuguese.

Just thought of that when I saw this picture. (Credit Photo: Google.) Inspired by Jason Mraz's "I Won't Give Up".

-J

Frustrations

Things aren't working out for me. Given that I'm living in an imperfect world, everything tends to yield to more imperfections. Yeah, the law of entropy is definitely a fact in this world.

My frustration level is high and I can't seem to snap out of it. Pointless to cry because it won't push these frustrations away. I am trying to look for ways to improve the situation I am in, but alas, nothing has happened yet.

Been praying to the Lord for better days to come but so far, it seems like I'm faced with trials after trials. I feel compelled to do something but I'm bent to just let go of everything and bow on my knees and pray.

I can't help but ask...
"Is this what the Lord wants me to do? -- Completely let go and do nothing? See what will happen to me?"

Oh I need to be enlightened.
God grant me wisdom... PLEASE..

-J
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In Between Sniffles

Well, this is from a girl who's stuck at home, trying to do something productive, but ends up in bed once more; only with her BB on one hand, the iPod on the other, and yeah this is being written in between sniffles.

Funny how I've been asking for a break for the longest time and then just like that, one day, I woke up with a bad case of colds. High fever next. Then, I'm down.

I want to be busy. Busy with something I love doing. Busy with something that will bring me to different places and something that will allow me to experience new things.

It's sad that we often end up with things we don't like. Truth be told, I am not too happy about certain things in my life right now. One thing that keeps me sane though is the fact that I got the power to choose to remove myself from this situation. Alright, I'm not stopping until I find myself again..

Alright, these sniffles are killing me and it's going to my brains so I better stop..

Yeah, so toodles for now.

-J
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Why

Why do I have to be here? Why are loved ones seem so far away that they are out of reach? Why are my goals seem so unattainable? Why are my dream seem so hard to achieve? Why are my why's seem endless? Do I aim too much? Should I settle for what I have and not look for better opportunities? Why? Tell me why...


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•sigh•

I don't feel like doing anything..
My heart feels heavy. I wanna run out of here... Like right now.
•sigh•
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The Queue

It's a routine for me that after work, I head to Ayala to line up at the terminal so I could go home. Oftentimes I don't really think much of the things that I do when I'm in the queue. I just "go with the flow" which basically means line up and stare.

Tonight's different. I actually had a real conversation with the woman in front of me. Define "Ms. Congeniality".. Well yeah, you can point all your fingers to me now. I just realized that there's no harm done in smiling at someone and conversing with them. Well, I hope I was able to help the lady out. As for me, I'm just glad that I was able to have some sort of real interaction with someone.

Alright, there goes my adventures for tonight. Seems like there's more in the days to come.

-J
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On the Line

Waiting in queue, here I am, finding ways to become more productive. The queue tonight is exceptionally long. Is there a transport strike that I am unaware of? I wonder..

I see commuters looking blankly ahead. Others listening to music. Some are talking over the phone. While others stand straight looking sharp and on-guard.

I wonder what these people are thinking of? Have you ever wondered about other people's concerns. All of them have this poker face right now. It's quite difficult to decipher who has pure thoughts and selfish ones. I wonder if they're thinking of helping others or nothing at all.

Well, here I am trying to wonder how to make use of my time wisely by challenging myself. I wonder about others. I was thinking.. If everyone takes the time to internalize and think of something to help others during times like these would help bring forth change in our society. Wouldn't that be great?

But then again, these are just but ideas...

... Mere thoughts of an idle commuter like me right now.

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New Year, New Me

Life has been toxic lately to the point that I feel I've been buried alive. In fact, last Friday, I had to go home a little after lunch because I got a migraine and I started feeling nauseous. Yeah, talk about stress. Nonetheless, I'm still looking forward to what this year promises to bring -- from the "end of the world" (say whaaaaat?) to the promise of new experiences.

It is my goal to share this time all my rants and random experiences as often as possible. For all you know you'd be able to pick a lesson or two from me.

That's it for tonight. Off to slumber I go. Gotta be ready to face the work I left behind last week.

2012, bring it on!

- J
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